Gloria

Sabtu, 16 Juni 2012

Akhirnya pembagian rapot !


hmm . . . bisa dibilang selama 1 minggu ini tuh minggu paling menegangkan
soalnya hari ini, Sabtu 16 Juni 2012 adalah pembagian rapot kenaikan kelas ! ! !
gilaaa  . . . tiap hari gue ngeggalauin nasib rapot gue . . . .
ibarat bisul mau pecah, akhirnya hari ini bisulnya udah pecah dan ngerasa legaaaaaaaa bangeet ~
gue naik kelas dengan ranking 10 ! yaah, meskipun ranking terakhir 10 besar, tapi  gue bersyukur banget masih bisa bertahan di 10 besar :') thanks Godddd <3
soalnya gue pikir ranking gue turun drastis jadi 15an gitu  . . . .tapi untungnya engga hehehe
kelas 3 harus bisa lebih baik lagi dari sekarang . . . . . semangat ! ! (^_^)

Blackblack and Brownies!


ini namanya black black! dia kelinci jenis dutch Belanda ^^ jenis kelaminnya laki-laki, bulunya warna item kecoklat-coklatan. beratnya bisa hampir 3 kiloan dan panjang badannya 2 ubin -__- beratnya bukan maeen .. blasteran anjing, kucing dan kelinci kayanya... (._.) abisnya suka main main lari2an kaya anjing, suka dimanja kaya kucing, tapi wujudnya kelinci wkwkwk =)) hobinya makan dan tiduran... terus ngompol sembarangan, soalnya black black udah tua, jadi sukanya ngompol :( abis itu bekas pipisnya dipake buat guling-gulingan =D  hobi aneh black black yang lainnya adalah makanin benda benda yang gajelas... contohnya aja makanin cat tembok, koran, atau plastik -___- yaaahh, meskipun dia aneh tapi i love him so much <3 <3




yang ini namanya brownies~ jenisnya lion ^^ jenis kelaminnya juga laki-laki. beratnya mungkin sekitar 1,5kg.. panjangnya sekitar 1,5 ubin :D lebih kecil dari black black.. tapi dia mirip boneka, lucuuuu bangeet~ kalo brownies ini kelinci nemu, ga ada pemiliknya (._.) rencananya sih kalo pemiliknya nyariin mau dikembalin.. sekarang boleh dipelihara + dirawat dulu sampe ketemu pemiliknya \(^.^)/ brownies hobinya tiduran dan ngedus sana sini, mungkin karena masih baru jadi dia masih adaptasi sama lingkungan barunya ^^ yang bikin lucu dari brownies adalah sifatnya =)) santai banget dan easy going hahaha~ diapain aja pasrah =D sukanya dielus sama dimanja manja.. kalo dia manusia, mungkin istilahnya "cowo kalem" : 3 makanya brownies lebih enak diajak main dibanding black black yang suka ngeberontak :D

Kamis, 15 Maret 2012

Kesepian dan bosan

muahauhaauheuehuehehehehe :3
akhirnya setelah sekian lama ga ngeblog tentang diri gw lagi, hari ini bisa juga hohoho~
abisnya udah ga ngerti mesti ngapain lagi biar ga bosen..
dan akhirnya gw buka blog gw yg udh jamuran ini dan nge-post sersuatu yg ga penting :3
hahaha oke.. -__-
jadii, minggu ini gw lagi libur sekolah, soalnya anak kelas 3nya lagi pada US
dan ternyata, ga seperti yg gw bayangkan...
dirumah itu amat sangat ngebosenin :<
kerjaan gw tiap harinya cuma makan tidur makan tidur mulu -__-
udah gitu sepi banget :( apalagi ga ada si embul.. huweeee cepatlah pulang nak :''(
kalo udah biasa ketemu tiap hari, tiba-tiba ga ngeliat mukanya sehari aja tuh bikin kangeenn :'(
semoga aja dia cepet pulang, amin (⌣́_⌣̀)
udah ahh sekian dulu yaa hehehe :*

Rabu, 07 Maret 2012

Blue - Big Bang [translation]

The winter had passed
And the spring has come
We have withered
And our hearts are bruised from longing

(i’m singing my blues)
Used to the blue tears, blue sorrow
(i’m singing my blues)
The love that i have sent away with the floating clouds, oh oh

Under the same sky, at different places
Because you and i are dangerous
I am leaving you
One letter difference from ‘nim’^
It’s cowardly but i’m hiding because i’m not good enough
Cruel breakup is like the end of the road of love
No words can comfort me
Perhaps my lifetime’s last melodrama
Now its final curtain is coming down

I was born and i met you
And i have loved you to death
My cold heart that has been dyed blue
Even with my eyes closed, i can’t feel you

The winter had passed
And the spring has come
We have withered
And our hearts are bruised from longing

(i’m singing my blues)
Used to the blue tears, blue sorrow
(i’m singing my blues)
The love that i have sent away with the floating clouds, oh oh

I feel like my heart has stopped beating
You and i, frozen there, after a war
Trauma, that has been carved in my head
Once these tears dry up, i will moistly remember my love
I’m neither painful nor lonely
Happiness is all self-talk
I can’t stand something more complicated
It’s no big deal, i don’t care
Inevitable wandering, people come and go

I was born and i met you
And i have loved you to death
My cold heart that has been dyed blue
Even if you have left, i’m still here

(i’m singing my blues)
Used to the blue tears, blue sorrow
(i’m singing my blues)
The love that i have sent away with the floating clouds, oh oh

Again tonight, underneath that blue moonlight
I will probably fall asleep alone
Even in my dreams, i look for you
And wander around while singing this song

(i’m singing my blues)
Used to the blue tears, blue sorrow
(i’m singing my blues)
The love that i have sent away with the floating clouds, oh oh

(i’m singing my blues)
Used to the blue tears, blue sorrow
(i’m singing my blues)
The love that i have sent away with the floating clouds, oh oh

Blue - Big Bang [translation]


The winter had passed
And the spring has come
We have withered
And our hearts are bruised from longing

(i’m singing my blues)
Used to the blue tears, blue sorrow
(i’m singing my blues)
The love that i have sent away with the floating clouds, oh oh

Under the same sky, at different places
Because you and i are dangerous
I am leaving you
One letter difference from ‘nim’^
It’s cowardly but i’m hiding because i’m not good enough
Cruel breakup is like the end of the road of love
No words can comfort me
Perhaps my lifetime’s last melodrama
Now its final curtain is coming down

I was born and i met you
And i have loved you to death
My cold heart that has been dyed blue
Even with my eyes closed, i can’t feel you

The winter had passed
And the spring has come
We have withered
And our hearts are bruised from longing

(i’m singing my blues)
Used to the blue tears, blue sorrow
(i’m singing my blues)
The love that i have sent away with the floating clouds, oh oh

I feel like my heart has stopped beating
You and i, frozen there, after a war
Trauma, that has been carved in my head
Once these tears dry up, i will moistly remember my love
I’m neither painful nor lonely
Happiness is all self-talk
I can’t stand something more complicated
It’s no big deal, i don’t care
Inevitable wandering, people come and go

I was born and i met you
And i have loved you to death
My cold heart that has been dyed blue
Even if you have left, i’m still here

(i’m singing my blues)
Used to the blue tears, blue sorrow
(i’m singing my blues)
The love that i have sent away with the floating clouds, oh oh

Again tonight, underneath that blue moonlight
I will probably fall asleep alone
Even in my dreams, i look for you
And wander around while singing this song

(i’m singing my blues)
Used to the blue tears, blue sorrow
(i’m singing my blues)
The love that i have sent away with the floating clouds, oh oh

(i’m singing my blues)
Used to the blue tears, blue sorrow
(i’m singing my blues)
The love that i have sent away with the floating clouds, oh oh

Blue - Big Bang


Gyeouri gago bomi chajaojyo urin sideulgo
Geurium soge mami meongdeureotjyo

(i’m singing my blues)
Paran nunmure paran seulpeume gildeullyeojyeo
(i’m singing my blues)
Ddeungureume nallyeobonaen sarang oh oh

Gateun haneul dareun got neowana wiheomhanikka
Neoegeseo ddeonajuneun geoya
Nimiran geuljae jeomhana bigeobhajiman
Naega motna sumneun geoya
Janinhan ibyeoreun sarangui mallo
Geu eoddeon maldo wiro dwel suneun eobtdago
Ama nae insaengui majimak mello
Magi naeryeo-oneyo ije

Tae-eonaseo neol mannago jugeul mankeum saranghago
Parake muldeureo sirin nae maeum
Nuneul gamado neol neukkil su eobtjanha

Gyeouri gago bomi chajaojyo urin sideulgo
Geurium soge mami meongdeureotjyo

(i’m singing my blues)
Paran nunmure paran seulpeume gildeullyeojyeo
(i’m singing my blues)
Ddeungureume nallyeobonaen sarang oh oh

Simjangi meojeun geot man gata jeonjaengi ggeutnago
Geu gose eoreo buteun neowana
Nae meorissok saegyeojin trauma i nunmul mareumyeon
Chokchokhi gieokhari nae sarang
Gweropjido oeropjido anha haengbogeun da honjatmal
Geu isange bokjaphan geon mot chama
Daesurobji amureojido anha
Byeolsueobtneun banghwang saramdeureun watda ganda

Tae-eonaseo neol mannago jugeul mankeum saranghago
Parake muldeureo sirin nae maeum
Neoneun ddeonado nan geudaero itjanha

Gyeouri gago bomi chajaojyo urin sideulgo
Geurium soge mami meongdeureotjyo

Oneuldo paran jeo dalbicharae-e na hollo
Jami deulgetjyo
Ggumsogeseodo nan geudaereul chaja
Hemaeimyeo i noraereul bulleoyo

(i’m singing my blues)
Paran nunmure paran seulpeume gildeullyeojyeo
(i’m singing my blues)
Ddeungureume nallyeobonaen sarang oh oh
(i’m singing my blues)
Paran nunmure paran seulpeume gildeullyeojyeo
(i’m singing my blues)
Ddeungureume nallyeobonaen sarang oh oh

Jumat, 09 Desember 2011

Mimpi Buruk

huweeeeee ~  kemaren (lebih tepatnya tadi subuh skitar jam stengah empatan) gw mimpi buruuk :' (
mimpinya asli serem banget sumpaahh  ( ; ___ ; ) *gigit bantal*
jadi ceritanya mimpi gw giniii :

kan gw lagi ada disuatu tempat gitu (tempatnya ga jelas, burem dalem mimpi gw) tapi sih kayanya itu kaya Mall/kantor tua gitu (lampunya ga terang alias remang-remang), ga banyak orangnya disitu. Nah, ceritanya itu tempat kan lantainya bertingkat, jadi disitu ada eskalatornya. Anehnya eskalatornya itu cuma ada satu, eskalator buat naik ke lantai dua. eskalator yang buat turunnya ga ada, tapi disisi kanan-kiri eskalatornya itu ada tangga.

ceritanya gw ini ada dilante dua. gw itu mau turun ke lante satu, nah.. sebelomnya.. didalem mimpi gw ini tuh ada yg janggal. ada satu orang yg entah kenapa tuh gw taunya dia sebagai orang yang misterius. dia selalu adanya di lante satu, suka ngeliat ke atas (lante 2) gitu kaya lagi nungguin seseorang...

lanjut, entah kenapa perasaan gw tuh ga enak kalo mau lewat tu eskalator, makanya gw lebih milih turun lewat tangga dibanding eskalator. trus dalem mimpi gw tuh eskalatornya emang terkenal angker ceritanya, katanya udah banyak memakan korban.. makanya siapa juga yang ga ngeri lewat tu eskalator.. pas gw lagi turun tangga, tiba-tiba gw ngeliat ada seorang ibu-ibuu... *jeeng jeeeeeng*

hahahaahhahah tenang, ibu-ibunya bukan setan kok.. : P nah gw kan ngeliatin terus tuh ibu-ibu.. sambil mikir dalem ati: "gila ni orang sakti juga ya" -__- ehh.. tau-taunya, pas udah mau nyampe ujung akhir eskalatornya itu ibu-ibu ga tau kenapa (mungkin kesandung ato jatoh gw juga ga ngerti) tiba-tiba dia kaya jato gitu, terus kepalanya kesedot masuk ke dalam ujung eskalatornya ituu..

anjirrr disitu gw mulai deg-degkaann .. itu eskalator tuh bunyinya kaya mesin yang kemasukan sesuatu jadi koslet gitu tau ga sih : ( bunyinya kaya "kreeek gretek gretek kraaak kraak" gitu kaya mesin rusaaakk.. sedangkan tu ibu-ibu kayanya lagi diambang maut lagi treak-treak minta tolong sambil berusaha ngeluarin kepalanya yg 'nyaris' putus itu dari ujung eskalatornya.. sumpahh ngeriii...

naahh.. si orang misterius yang gw bilang tadi itu tiba-tiba dateng kan (orangnya ini cowo) dia matiin mesin eskalatornya gitu, jadi eskalatornya berhenti jalan. si orang misterius ini dateng ngehampirin itu ibu-ibu yang ternyata udah terlanjur tewas itu sambil berusaha ngeluarin kepalanya secara paksa. anjir ngeriiii sumpah berasa nonton final destination tau ga sih -___- parahnya lagi, ni cowo pake bilang segala soal kondisi si ibu-ibu ini.. kaya: "ya ampunn.. kepalanya remukk! iihh kepalanya udah ga berbentuk ini mah, udah remuk semua, otak sama rambut sama muka udah nyampur jadi satu-- bla bla blaa.." gitu pokoknyaaaa : ''' (( sumpah sereeemm! trus ceritanya gw langsung kabur dari tempat itu..

ga tau kenapa, gw kaya lari, tapi ujung-ujungnya gw berhenti ditempat yang sama dengan suasana yg sama.. artinya, kejadian ini ampe gw alamin DUA KALI -___- yaak. gw ngeliat lagi korban kedua.. sama, ibu-ibu juga.. dan kepalanya kesedot lagi terus si cowo misterius itu dateng lagi buat 'ngeluarin mayatnya' si ibu ini : ( dia tuh seakan-akan emang ada disitu buat bersihin mayat doang kerjaannya.. gw juga ga tau kenapa : ' ( terus pas mayatnya itu udah dikeluarin, gw ga berani liat... tapi gw sadar satu hal..
COWO ITU TERUS MANDANGIN GUA DENGAN TATEPANNYA YANG KOSONG SAMBIL NGEGOTONG MAYAT IBU-IBU ITU... seakan akan tuh dia kaya ngomong 'mau bernasib sama kaya ibu-ibu ini?' ...njirr..!!! gw takutnya bukan maeeenn.. gw langsung lari sekenceng mungkin sejauh mungkin : '' ((

Dan tebak apa yang terjadi? yaaak.. gw tersesat lagi ditempat yang sama, dengan suasana yang sama.. tapi kali ini gw ngerasa ada sesuatu yang beda.. pas gw mau turun lewat tangga, tiba-tiba gw ngeliat sosok si miterius itu lagi!!! kali ini dia ada di lante dua, tepat disebelah eskalator (berarti jaraknya ga jauh jauh amat dari gue) dan spontan natep ke arah gw (dengan tatepannya yang khas banget seremnya itu) sambil bilang gini:



"...kamu ga mau naik eskalator ini?"




.... sumpah gw langsung speechless disitu.. dan dimimpi gw itu ceritanya gw sadar kalo sebenernya itu gw tuh lagi di incer sama dewa kematian (si cowo misterius itu) , biar nyawa gw bisa diambil kalo gw naik eskalator 'kematian' itu... aslii.. ngeri banget gw.. gw udah berusaha mau kabur ceritanya tapi untungnya gw langsung kebangun dari mimpi... -____-



dan pas gw kebangun dari mimpi, gw langsung keluar keringet dingin... : (
gw masih kebayang bayang tatepan itu cowo... asli nyeremin banget, bikin bulu kuduk merinding...
pas gw liat jam, ternyata gw tidur + mimpi itu ga lebih dari stengah jam -__-
trus gw ga berani bobo lagi, takut mimpi yang serem-serem lagi
tapi syukur deh ternyata itu cuma mimpi hehehe : P
okeee itulah curhatan tentang mimpi gw yang gaje wkwkwkwkw
gara2 ga ada kerjaan dirumah, udah kaya pengangguran, makanya nge-blog hohohoho ~
cukup sampai disini gw rasa hahaahh
sekiaan ( ? )

Kamis, 08 Desember 2011

Selesai UAS

AKHIRNYAAA AKHIRNYAAA AKHIRNYAAAAAAA
HARI YANG GW TUNGGU TUNGGU DATENG JUGAA! *jeeeng jeeeeeng*   ~
HARI TERAKHIR UAS-PUN TELAH TIBAA ~  ~  ~  \( ; ___ ; )/
hahahahahah ~ seneng banget hari ini : D
akhirnya UASpun berakhir jugaa *joget*
ga perlu belajar lagi, ga perlu stress lagi mikirin ulangan hyahahaahahahaha
*taunya nilai UAS ancur semua* (-____-)
pokoknya hari ini mau santai santai aja hoho~
ga tau mau ngomong apa lagi : D
yang penting lagi seneng nih : D
sekian  ( ? )

Jumat, 14 Oktober 2011

Danza Kuduro - Don Omar ft. Lucenzo

A&X El Orfanato
Danza Kuduroooo
Plo plo plo plo
Lucenzo l Orfanato
El Rey

Las manos arriba cintura sola
Da media vuelta danza kuduro
No te canses ahora que esto solo empieza
Mueve la cabeza danza kuduro

Las manos arriba cintura sola
Da media vuelta danza kuduro
No te canses ahora que esto solo empieza
Mueve la cabeza danza kuduro

Quien puede domar la fuerza del mar
Que se mete por tus venas
Lo caliente del sol que se te metio
Y no te deja quieta nena

Quien puede parar eso que al bailar
Descontrola tus caderas sexy
Y ese fuego que quema por dentro
Y lento te convierte en fiera

Con las manos arriba cintura sola
Da media vuelta y sacude duro
No te quites ahora que esto solo empieza
Mueve la cabeza y sacude duro

Balançar què uma loucura
Morena vem o meu lado
Ninguem vai ficar parado
Quero ver Mexa kuduro
Balançar què uma loucura
Morena vem o meu lado
Ninguem vai ficar parado oh

Oi oi oi, oi oi oi~
E para quebrar kuduro, vamos dançar kuduro
Oi oi oi, oi oi oi~
Seja morena o loira, vem balançar kuduro
Oi oi oi~

Las manos arriba cintura sola
Da media vuelta danza kuduro
No te canses ahora que esto solo empieza
Mueve la cabeza danza kuduro

Las manos arriba cintura sola
Da media vuelta danza kuduro
No te canses ahora que esto solo empieza
Mueve la cabeza danza kuduro

Balançar què uma loucura
Morena vem o meu lado
Ninguem vai ficar parado
Quero ver Mexa kuduro
Balançar què uma loucura
Morena vem o meu lado
Ninguem vai ficar parado oh

Oi oi oi, oi oi oi~
E para quebrar kuduro, vamos dançar kuduro
Oi oi oi, oi oi oi~
Seja morena o loira, vem balançar kuduro
Oi oi oi~

El Orfanato!
Las manos arriba cintura sola
Da media vuelta danza kuduro
No te canses ahora que esto solo empieza
Mueve la cabeza danza kuduro

Las manos arriba cintura sola
Da media vuelta danza kuduro
No te canses ahora que esto solo empieza
Mueve la cabeza danza kuduro
A&X

opening BHK masquerade

hari ini.. CAPEK BANGETT...
bayangin aja, dari tadi pagi sampe tadi jam 7 malem baru selesai dan itu nonstop -__-"
gila bangeett.. panasnya luar biasaa..
kulit gw menghitam :'(
terus tadi jual2in minuman dingin, pake COOLBOXnya :)
sumpah tu coolbox berat asli ga boong..
alhasil tangan kiri gw sama punggung gw pegel2 smua.. -___-"
terus tadi dapet tugas body checking..
dan dari tadi pagi sampe sekarang gw cuma makan kebab doang.. hiks.. (;__;)
sekarang gw capek bgt..
mau tidur.
sekian.

Kamis, 13 Oktober 2011

curhat ga jelas

akhirnya setelah sekian lama... gw ngeblog tentang kehidupan gw jg... -__-
sedih, seneng, takut, kecewa, semuanya nyampur aduk jadi satu...
kalo gw pendem mulu lama2 gw bisa gilaaa :'( *garuk ubin* (;__;)
daripada gw cuma uring2an gajelas dikamar sambil ngegalau, mending gw curhat di blog -_-

haaah.. minggu ini.. RANDOM PARAHH
gw ga ngerti lagi mesti senyum apa nangis apa guling2an dikasur.. T_T
apalagi gw ini orangnya moody banget.. tadi pagi muka gw hepi en fan, sorenya bisa cemberut kaya keset kusut -_-
oke, intinya minggu ini banyak banget kejadian yg bikin kepala gw puyeng..

pertama, HP GW RUSAAAK!! Aaaaaa~ ;__;
gw ga tau kenapa hp gw bisa rusaaak..
yang penting, gw ngerasa down banget.. down se down down nya... ;__;
jujur gw akui, gw ga bisa hidup tanpa hp..
gw biasa telponan, smsan, twitteran, browsing..
gw kesepian, cari hp..
gw lagi marah, banting hp...
gw lagi seneng, remes2 hp...
gw lagi kecewa, bikin tulisan2 aneh gajelas dihp...
gw lagi pengen curhat, gw twitteran dihp..
gw bangun tidur langsung cari hp
yg bangunin gw dipagi hari juga hp...
sarapan gw ditemenin hp..
lagi nyetir mobil juga ga lupa periksa hp....
mau tidur juga selalu ngecek hp...
hp selalu ada di saat gw jatuh maupun bangun..
tapi sekarang engga lagi :'(
sampe sekarang bokap gw juga belom gantiin hp gw.. padahal gw udah berusaha ngasih 'kode' ke bokap gw biar dia sadar kalo gw tuh lagi bener bener butuh hp! ;__;
ga tau deh.. bokap gw sadar atau engga.. gw ga peduli lagi.. gw hopeless banget -_- beliin ya sukur, engga ya udah, besok gw lompat dari kasur(?)
kecewa? jelas..
marah? ga juga sih
sedih? bangettt... :'(
huweeee~ T-T

kedua, gw belajar manuaal~ <3
khe khe khe... tapi diem diem :3
gw ga pernah bilang ke siapapun soal ini...
takutnya gw ga dikasih ijin, padahal kan tidak ada salahnya mencoba ya? :O
wkwkwk gw belajar bareng Rizal, temen sekelas gw :D
ditemenin juga sama temen gw Lia, Lina :3 kebetulan kemaren Dimas juga ikut :D
waahhh!! seru banget deh pokoknya! XD
gw latihan di barcelona :D
sedikit2 gw udah ngerti caranya manual, tp gw masih bingung pindah gigi.. -___-" grrr..
hehehe.. minggu ini udah yg ke-2 kalinya gw belajar sama Rizal dkk
yaaah, meskipun kadang banyaaaaak banget hambatannya, tapi makhirnya kegiatan belajar-mengajar manualpun berjalan dengan lancar juga :'D hehehe~
meskipun semua masih bilang kalo manual gw belom lancar, bikin sport jantung, serem, bla bla bla lah..
tp gw harap semoga suatu saat  nanti gw bisa lancar bawa manual, aminn! ^-^
Thanks God, engkau memberikanku teman2 yang begitu baik dan sangat berharga untukku :'D
hehehe~ <3

ketiga, BHK Masquerade ..... -___-"
ini acara sekolah gw pusing se pusing pusingnya!!
awalnya kan gw disuruh jadi panitia design...
gw rajin dateng rapat, gw berusaha buat aktif jadi panitia..
tp pada suatu rapat disuatu hariii...
ketuanya itu bilang kalo nanti designnya ga jadi pake gw dan rekan gw, katanya dia punya kenalan anak kuliahan yg jago design, kalo sama dia gratis...
kan kalo gw yg design butuh biaya lebih banyak.. bahan2nya lah, digital artnya lah.. makanya si ketua itu nyuruh kenalannya aja yg bikin, tanpa ngasih informasi yg jelas ke gw! -__-
yaudah.. gw sih fine fine aja.. lo ga butuh gw yaudah gw keluar, gw jg ga rugi ini lagian
gw pikir masalah kepanitiaan gw berakhir sampe disitu..
TERNYATAAAA.... :)
belom..
waktu itu ketuanya itu dateng terus dengan nada agak sinis nanya ke gw gini: "lo panitia masquerade kan? josephine natasha? kok ga pernah ikut rapat sih? ntar pulang sekolah harus ikut rapat lho.." ... dia pergi.
gw bengong.... terus gw mikir lagi dari awal...
gw panitia design, tapi designnya ga jadi diserahin ke gw, kalo gw ikut rapat bla bla bla pun gw juga ga bakal guna kok, kalo gw ga ikut ga ada masalahnya kan?
akhirnya.. gw memutuskan bolos rapat waktu itu...
meskipun sebenernya hati nurani gw sama jiwa gw beradu pendapat terus, gw tetep ngikutin hati urani gw yang mengatakan kalo gw ga usah ikut rapat! -__-"
dari semenjak dia ngomng gitu ke gw, sampe udah mau deket2 hari H-nya masquerade, gw jadi ga tenang tiap ketemu dia...
ada rasa bersalah, tapi ada juga rasa bomat ama dia dan panitia yg laen :(
sampe pada akhirnya setelah melewati masa2 jatuh bangun gw mengejar kepastian akan kepanitiaan gw yang bener, gw dinyatakan tetep menjadi panitia, tapi cabutan...
it's okay, gw ga mau dapet tugas yg berat2 juga kok T_T
wkwkwkwk akhirnya udah ditetapkan, tugas gw adalh ngejual2 minuman sama makanan ringan keliling gitu buat nambahin dana :3
td gw udah... dan rasanya ituu..
1. capek (jelas)
2. kesel (ketemu calon2 pembeli yg ga tau diri) (digodain supir*hoeeeks*-_-)
3. panaaas (kulit gw menghitam)
4. pegel (lo ga tau betapa beratnya pulpy orange 1 kardus...) (dan gw jarang olah raga hehe :p)
5. seneng (nambah pengalaman lah buat gw :) )
6. seru (ga ikut pelajaran, mondar mandir sana sini :p)
yaaahh, pokoknya gw percaya lah semuanya itu pasti ada plus minusnyaa.. yoi ga? ;)
wkwkwkwk dan gw ga nyesel kok jadi panitia, setelah gw pikir2 lagi, ga bakal lagi ada kesempetan kaya gini... jadi mesti gw manfaatin sebaik baiknya :)
eh btw besok tuh openingnya BHK masquerade lhoo :O
semoga bisa berjalan denga lancar deh, aminn! :)

wwkwkwkwkwkyaaa itulah curhatan gw yang ama sekali ga penting dan ga mutu :p
sampe sekarangpun gw masih tetep bingung sebenernya gw sedih apa seneng -___-"
tapi gw menyadari satu hal... gw GALAU T.T
wkwkwkwkwk ababil emang, tapi yg penting kantong gw tetep gembel tebel :3
apalagi bakalan banyak jajanan di festnya nanti, entah bagaimana nasib dompet gw selanjutnya... wkwkwkwk :D

gw harap:
1. semoga cepet2 dibeliin hp baru
2. semoga bisa belajar manual lagi bareng temen2
3. semoga opening BHK masquerade bisa lancar sesuai rencana
5. semoga Tuhan terus memberkati gw, temen2 gw, keluarga gw, dan semua orang yang paling gw sayangin :)
AMIN!! >.<

hoaaaamh~ udah maleeem, ngantuk gilaa.. -__-
bobo dulu aahh..
thanks blogger, I'm feeling much better :) hehehe~
good night! *nyetel lagu galau

Sabtu, 24 September 2011

Stranger




Turn Around
Turn around and fix your eye in my direction
So there is a connection
I can't speak
I can't make a sound to somehow capture your attention
I'm staring at perfection
Take a look at me so you can see
How beautiful you are

You call me a stranger
You say I'm a danger
But all these thoughts are leaving you tonight
I'm broke and abandoned
You are an angel
Making all my dreams come true tonight

I'm confident
But I can't pretend I wasn't terrified to meet you
I knew you could see right through me
I saw my life flash right before my very eyes
And I knew just what we'd turn into
I was hopeing that you could see
Take a look at me so you can see

You call me a stranger
You say I'm a danger
But all these thoughts are leaving you tonight
I'm broke and abandoned
You are an angel
Making all my dreams come true tonight

You are an angel
Making all my dreams come true tonight

Take a look at me so you can see
How beautiful you are
[x4]

Your beauty seems so far away
I'd have to write a thousand songs to make you comprehend how beautiful you are

I know that I can't make you stay
But I would give my final breathe to make you understand how beautiful you are
Understand how beautiful you are

You call me a stranger
You say I'm a danger
But all these thoughts are leaving you tonight
I'm broke and abandoned
You are an angel
Making all my dreams come true tonight

You call me a stranger
You say I'm a danger
You call me a stranger

Rabu, 24 Agustus 2011

The Lost Words...


I'm holding a drop of time in my hands
I quietly grip the forgotten memories, the lost words

When I recalled each event one by one, I thought I understood everything
But the faded words were right by my side

Nights when I can't find an answer, and a single drop of warmth, and my longing for something far away
I'm spending my whole life just repeating those things over and over

I'm holding drops of time in my hands
I quietly grip the forgotten memories, the lost words

I want to grab all the things you love in my hand, never letting them cool down
While we, as people, are unable to share that feeling

The meaning your words release, an unquestionable love, a feeling that has no answers
If only we could convery all that just by looking at each other

I'm holding drops of time in my hands
I quietly grip the forgotten memories, the lost words

I'll keep this love in my heart

I've lost you...

Senin, 08 Agustus 2011

Hate You - 2NE1 [translation]




You really suck
I have no reason to see you

This world is filled with guys like you

You s-s-suck
Your flaws are countless
To just put up with it and love you
Is a waste of time

Hate you eh eh eh eh eh
I’m fine living without you
I hate you
eh eh eh eh eh
I’m fine living without you

My memories with you consist only of memories waiting for you
No matter how much I put up with it and put up with it, it wouldn’t end
I-I- I wanted to hear those words, “I love you”
Your unconcerned love, I grew tired of it

It feels terrible, I threw all my pride away
It’s so sad, is this all I’m worth?
I’m worried now of the four-letter word LOVE
I’m scared, you’re hilarious

You really suck
I have no reason to see you
This world is filled with guys like you
You s-s-suck
Your flaws are countless
To just put up with it and love you
Is a waste of time

Hate you eh eh eh eh eh
I’m fine living without you
I hate you
eh eh eh eh eh
I’m fine living without you

H-H-Half the words coming out from your mouth are lies
No matter how many times you deceive me and deceive me, it wouldn’t end
Someday you too will meet a girl like you

Once you feel the pain, you’ll know how I feel

It feels terrible, there was never such thing as a hero
With a happy ending, was I too naive like a fool?

It turned out for the better since now I figured you out
I’m going to leave, you really suck

You really suck
I have no reason to see you
This world is filled with guys like you

You s-s-suck
Your flaws are countless
To just put up with it and love you
Is a waste of time

Hate you eh eh eh eh eh
I’m fine living without you
I hate you
eh eh eh eh eh
I’m fine living without you

I feel relieved
I feel so much better
I’ve erased every last memory of you down to the bone

I feel relieved
I feel so much better
I’ve erased every last memory of you down to the bone

You really suckI have no reason to see you
This world is filled with guys like you
You s-s-suck
Your flaws are countless
To just put up with it and love you
Is a waste of time

Hate you eh eh eh eh eh
I’m fine living without you
I hate you eh eh eh eh eh

I’m fine living without you

Minggu, 07 Agustus 2011

Ugly - 2NE1 [translation]




I’m trying to smile brightly but
I don’t like it
I’m not pretty, I’m not beautiful
Oh oh oh oh x 2

I’m trying to sing but
No one is listening
I’m not pretty, I’m not beautiful

Oh oh oh oh x 2

Why am I this ugly
What must I do for me to be able to smile brightly like you?

I’m getting angry again, why can’t I ever be perfect
I simply put the blame on my ugly appearance
In this broken mirror

Don’t look at me, I hate this feeling right now
I want to hide away somewhere, I want to escape

This world is full of lies

I think I’m ugly
And nobody wants to love me
Just like her I wanna be pretty I wanna be pretty
Don’t lie to my face tellin’ me I’m pretty

I think I’m ugly
And nobody wants to love me
Just like her I wanna be pretty I wanna be pretty
Don’t lie to my face cuz I know I’m ugly

Don’t tell me that you can understand me so easily
My ugly and crooked heart may even come to resent you
Don’t force me to talk, I’m not right for you

The cold thorns inside that patronizing gaze suffocate me

Don’t come closer, I don’t even want your concern
I want to leave away to somewhere, I want to shout out
This world is full of lies

I think I’m ugly
And nobody wants to love me
Just like her I wanna be pretty I wanna be pretty
Don’t lie to my face tellin’ me I’m pretty

I think I’m ugly
And nobody wants to love me
Just like her I wanna be pretty I wanna be pretty
Don’t lie to my face cuz I know I’m ugly

All alone
I’m all alone x 2

There is no such thing as warmth
There is no one by my side

All alone
I’m all alone x 2
I’m always alone

There’s no such thing as warmth
Next to my side, there’s not even anyone to embrace me

I think I’m ugly
And nobody wants to love me
Just like her I wanna be pretty I wanna be prety
Don’t lie to my face tellin’ me I’m pretty

I think I’m ugly
And nobody wants to love me
Just like her I wanna be pretty I wanna be pretty
Don’t lie to my face cuz I know I’m ugly

Just a Kiss - Lady Antebellum




Lyin' here with you so close to me
It's hard to fight these feelings when it feels so hard to breathe
Caught up in this moment
Caught up in your smile

I've never opened up to anyone
So hard to hold back when I'm holding you in my arms
We don't need to rush this
Let's just take it slow

Just a kiss on your lips in the moonlight
Just a touch of the fire burning so bright
No I don't want to mess this thing up
I don't want to push too far
Just a shot in the dark that you just might
Be the one I've been waiting for my whole life
So baby I'm alright, with just a kiss goodnight

I know that if we give this a little time
It'll only bring us closer to the love we wanna find
It's never felt so real, no it's never felt so right

Just a kiss on your lips in the moonlight
Just a touch of the fire burning so bright
And I don't want to mess this thing up
I don't want to push too far
Just a shot in the dark that you just might
Be the one I've been waiting for my whole life
So baby I'm alright, with just a kiss goodnight

No I don't want to say goodnight
I know it's time to leave, but you'll be in my dreams
Tonight
Tonight
Tonight

Just a kiss on your lips in the moonlight
Just a touch of the fire burning so bright
No I don't want to mess this thing up
I don't want to push too far
Just a shot in the dark that you just might
Be the one I've been waiting for my whole life
So baby I'm alright, oh, let's do this right, with just a kiss goodnight
With a kiss goodnight
Kiss goodnight


Jumat, 29 Juli 2011

Music [updated]

 J-pop





- Yui -



- Olivia Lufkin -



- Yuya Matsushita -




- Inoue Joe -



- BACK ON -






- Rie Fu -




- Ayumi Hamasaki -




- BoA -



- Kana Hanazawa -




- Tsukiko Amano -




- Kanon Wakeshima -




K-pop 




- Super Junior -




- SHINee -




- IU -




- B2ST -




- BIG BANG -



- U-KISS -



- 2NE1 -




Western



- Lady GaGa -




- Taylor Swift -




- Secondhand Serenade -




- Simple Plan -




- Ke$ha -




- Evanescence -




- The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus -




- Avril Lavigne -




- Boys Like Girls -




- 30 Seconds to Mars -




- Britney Spears -




- David Archuleta -




- Katty Perry -




- Miley Cyrus -




- Shakira -




- Rihanna -




- Nicki Minaj -




- Neon Trees -




- Owl City -




- LMFAO -




- Lady Antebellum -